Considering Blogging and living with my parents again. Have done music already

Also, I will try my best to finish school before doing weed again but I do want to live with my parents again and may not smoke, I am thinking maybe on Saturdays only, with my girl if I invite her to smoke for 10 minutes then we fuck for an hour give her like 30 dollars extra and let her smoke my joint. But I would be tripping balls after, and who is going to take care of my parents now that my mom is 65 and my dad is 60s younger than him.

My brother who is an engineer at his company smokes weed and takes Adderall and is high functioning I can get my meds changed to accommodate weed probably during school break. So, tempting. I did 4 songs today with that friend, going to keep going at it. Twice a week in 5 sessions total or 6 I could finish all 18 songs, I had to leave out an outro of “Hoodrat” but I may go back and do more to it, and do it finally and resend it to my main guy.

I remember listening to Ricky Martin’s More Life album that my mom bought for me and listening to it in Wisconsin around the time my cousin Jonathan was alive, he had so many mental disorders or maybe it was just Schizophrenia. He ended up committing suicide and I loved him deeply.

I do not like that they were so religious to him and teaching him that gay people are bad and preaching the bible and hell fire. 7th day Adventist are extreme. They can convince you or trick you into thinking racism, pedophilia, and drug dealing is okay in the name of the lord. Just like Darlene Snell from Ozark

Ricky Martin Life maybe listen to this one last, I heard this one as a kid, and it helped me with my nightmares and with the abuse I faced as a child

Drake- Now & Forever [Slowed + Reverb] Cowboy Bebop love that show

Cowboy bebop Fight Scene great TV show

Cowboy Bebop Opening Tank

Cowboy bebop Space shuttle

Cowboy Bebop Human movie trailer Netflix Latino America haven’t seen not sure if I will

Drake Teenage fever

Smoking a Giant Bowl