The time my step dad who is my real dad cheated & Schizophrenia is it a real disorder?

The time my step dad who is my real dad cheated & Schizophrenia is it a real disorder?

The time my step dad who is my real dad now, cheated on my mom with a stripper at a strip club when we went in Miami I saw him zip up his pance when coming out. I got the courage to tell my mom this in rehab and she barely flinched and she didn’t care. That was during my Michael Richards outburst for being called a rapist.

I will have to forgive my dad for that. Unless they have an open relationship and if they were far apart, they could do that. I was not in a good mood during that time.

Unity is what some of you would compare me to if you have watched Rick and Morty it’s a being who infects people and they all become one, in how they think, and it is hilarious. But Drake could be a blogger and so could his producer 40 and Blogs of celebrities could be a thing and maybe they don’t always link them together.

Weed did help me tremendously but the med I am on it is hard to smoke on it, may change my med to something different with Adderall to try the combo with weed since they want to keep me medicated in the semesters. Or maybe I avoid it all together let me finish and graduate since I am close then figure it out. Vaping weed was better for me, but I got high as hell.

All I would have to do is get my medical ID again but then again, my mom is helping me get the gaming setup upstairs at the home and if we get it running as good as downstairs I may or may not move back in 50/50 shot. She could also just bring me dinner at dinnertime all the time and I go for lunch and eat my breakfast here we are close to each other in Orlando.

I dislike people who work at the school greatly who tried using my website against me my old content, and now they review and email me if one went to far so I could take it down. But in reality all I wrote in the past was conspiracy and a few remarks and things I shouldn’t have ever said, and I am glad that part of my life is gone, but then again I was in rehab not for drugs but for not taking my meds, and I refused the first time and got a hospital visit for a week, then after that a real rehab.

I will never forgive them for bringing up my past on that zoom call which made me cry, and how unstable I was acting. Maybe I do need meds I am on the fence. Mental health is hard to understand. I have a weird conspiracy or theory I would like to share: maybe they have implanted some device in my ear which it seems like I can hear people talking and sometimes I talk to myself and I say weird things that don’t always make sense, and maybe that is schizophrenia. I am almost certain this is the case. But also in reality no one understands this disorder very well it is complex, and I don’t understand how offensive I could be on my old website at times.

But Eminem doesn’t care when your offended by his lyrics etc. and he is successful, I just chose not to ever perform music is more of a hobby for me at this point, but I do plan one day to try performing, practice a few times before I ever took it up for good or if I don’t settle as a game designer.

Maybe I should never respect drug dealing because the meth they tricked me to have in a 3some made me an off and on addict and I will never recover that part of my brain back to normal. Maybe I need a girlfriend who proofs read what I do, but I don’t have that, so you as my audience you could be a “Drug dealer” a cop or not a cop kind, or an informant, or a lawyer, or so many other things, but in reality Dealers are idiots when they go to prison they complain about pedos, “Guess what” “You sold the meth and drugs that made them turn into pedos” Molly makes you want to touch anything.

Case closed. Respect the police, and if a girl did rob something I may report it, and I think escorting should be legal, just drug test them. Maybe decriminalize possession but not drug dealing.

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