Long message & follow your dreams, and new music soon, and more!

I had a slow Sunday, it was actually Bison meat grounded with gluten free spaghetti, and red sauce, it was delicious, that’s even better then a grill I would say.

Did 1 hour recording session with my producer iQue, and we are going to try to do 2 hours tomorrow and knock out 8 or 7 songs, we knocked out 4 for today. It was a good day. Of the 16 tracks of course of Demons Can Be Forgiven. I took a lot of the Weeknds beats, because he just has the best producers in the world. (fair use though to use it)

I will work on my game design soon, and I will no longer discuss the benzo, if I do, shoot me, lol. No seriously I hate that drug, but it helps numb my brain. When I need to study in summer for the civic test I will get off it or keep it for the weekend, and for math in the future I won’t take it at all, hopefully my doctor knows my delusions have been resolved and I know what is reality and delusion to get prescribed some adhd meds hopefully.

I sometimes often wonder who my audience could be, but it could range from young to old, and in between, and families that are liberal probably accept me more then conservative families that need to be more careful on how they talk about me, everyone has a different view I guess. And cop fans, FBI, Local law enforcement, CIA, Homeland, and U.S Marshals on planes, and captains flying the planes, and their families and friends know about me, it is surreal probably but since I have been around for over 10 years it is an exciting time to be alive.

Without this blog, I would just be really depressed, I feel like it has cured my depression, and sharing my game design helps me tremendously, and it could help you imagine like you were playing it, even though it is not in production at the moment. I guess I am just a dreamer.

“Don’t let people crush your dreams, but you can learn from your failures and get back up, and try new ways to succeed.” – Augusto Gabe Quote

I often wonder also if I will ever be able to have the courage to tell a classroom I blog, but I would get a lot of shit for it, maybe I could take the heat, or maybe keep my mouth shut. 😀

Abyss on Runescape (he hearted me once for my comment a true friend better pker then sparc mac and he tanks against teams)

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