When I am down to 150 or lower

When I am down to 150 or lower

Once my weight is at 150 or lower, I may slowly introduce weed again, and just do it like 1 or 2 joints a day one at 1pm and one at 5pm, or later, depending on and may have switched to a different mood stabilizer or psychotic.

I do it more recreationally, I can quit the weed and be fine or do it once a week, I wish it was recreational and I do have medical reasons to use it daily, but the habit is expensive, you know “hookers”, “music.” Eventually music videos once I am skinny etc. 18+ hookers*

So in reality I can smoke, if I told you the truth I only had one incident with it where I got aggressive with someone, but I am not sure if I can blame that or if it was my coffee drinking and cigarette smoking and the weed on top of it, that made me had an episode at my father when I wanted him to tell my mom that he had cheated. But he forgave me, and I don’t live with them any longer.

And tons of people have episodes and lie to their doctors and keep using it, in reality it was a bad coincidence, but I don’t know if I would do it daily again, thought about trying dabs eventually and taking my Adderall and maybe melatonin for sleep with my antipsychotic during the day. Because if I smoked weed for a day or 2 in a row and then quit it, I may have trouble sleeping or the Adderall, so would need a sleep aid. And I want to avoid sleeping pills etc.

I am sure I would get addicted to dabbing but would the new med I take and the Semaglutide stave off the hunger, or should I stick to joints or edibles and carefully. But if it made me gain too much and it was unmanageable, etc. I would quit again, it’s recreational to me mainly. I wish I could do it daily like I used to and if I did, I am sure I could function again. I could eat fruit and extra fish or cauliflower pizzas which are healthy since I am a daily swimmer. Hitting the weights 10 pounds on each arm I am thin but chubby still. I know you’re going to make fun of me.

But for now need Buspar with my antipsychotic if I don’t get used to it, then go to my Benzo again not Xanax but Kolodopin however I enjoyed Xanax more for my anxiety. I love CSI Miami

And I tried looking for the funny scene which was a little sad of Horatio Cane chasing the pedophile in the theater and he hangs off the balcony and he tries to rescue him I think but he falls, but it was hilarious. Because people talk shit on the internet about saying how they should die, but why aren’t you murdering them? Point taken cowards talk like that. Convict them sure, but if they aren’t after my kids its fine.

Man finds killer hiding in his attic click here

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