The Spirit World

Okay so either nothing happens when we die, and that is all there is, the final element is death. But why do I have hope in this lifetime, and why do I wish for good things for myself and other people?

Maybe we come from evolution of something so beyond our understanding that we will become like ethers throughout death. I will be able to see different realities and maybe time travel into different people’s lives and see how they lived and be proud or disappointed in what occurred, but at this point I would not be a physical being, I would just be invisible.

All the words on the internet get remembered by my millions of fans and hopefully Wikipedia one day acknowledges me and maybe I have some form of success in this life in music or as a game designer since both matter to me, or one or the other.

I am like a Dubai Prince with the 80 or 100 grand a month allowance here in Florida when they die and such, but I am such a loner that I got like no friends, and no one to share my love and money with, the way Bill Gates shared his love and money with his wife. With the company and properties hopefully over 100 but I need kids’ man who do I leave this to charity like Bill then if I got no kids. (back to the subject)

But maybe I do believe that I can experience spiritual guidance as an omni powerful being, maybe I dream of a reality like Dragon Ball Super where good guys and battle guys have superpowers and battle, and in higher advanced alien societies that exist in far away worlds. Like maybe Bulma and that intelligent design she has does exist in some dimension in some galaxy in some nebula far from us, and the only way to reach that advanced civilization is if I died my death and, in a year, or less they find a way to access all my internet history.

Actually, the way the NSA spies on people, or the police, imagine if when I die, they would have all that footage of how I behaved and how I was uploaded onto a robot and implanted my old and new memories into a new body and I lived in a far away civilization.

Sometimes I wonder if people who died guided spirits on earth to invent things till electricity, and the internet, and spying and all the technology stuff came to be over time.

I think weed is a problem with me in that case because it would make me really slow and dumb, I am debating if these are delusions or my spirituality? But why can they believe the heavenly gates with Jesus and a golden city, and I can’t believe in my crazy belief of a Dragon Ball Super after life and all sorts of cool things in that regard?

I also tried to make amends with my bitter cousin and maybe I take out the diss if he does or maybe he doesn’t forgive either way.

I also am debating if I should go record any time soon, because I prefer my home studio, and if I am not starting school by January, I need to figure out what happens, I think it’s all going well overall just waiting to hear back from people.

Look at the Katarakt House Mix to be taken by the old spirits how society worked day in and day out.

Katarakt House Mix

Drake If you’re reading this it’s too late