A couple of men are staring at each other

Big Deal No Job, fat guy losing weight come on guys (This is an old repost with some new words at the bottom)

Going to survive this storm, got family and all that. Category 5 when it hits, or a 2 when it weakens. I wish you all the best with the storm as well.

The only time I have ever attempted to get a job was as a menial bus boy and they never called me back I think, not sure I saw an odd number, but again bus boy is menial. I wanted to be a server at one of my favorite burger joints, but first-time servers not allowed. I would need to pick a bigger chain even though this particular restaurant is opening new locations.

Besides that, I worked in my dad’s office and with my mom a short time, engineering company and real estate. But I want to finish school and managing music projects and school and a job on top of that would be way to hectic, I am doing hard math which I study for all the time.

As long as I get the alternative to the civic, I could graduate by this fall, and hopefully that is the case, got lots of Zoom meetings coming up, the school wanted to talk to me about my old criminal record of meth possession and trafficking. Like an interview.

If and when I make it to that school I probably will take 3 or 4 classes but if I take 4 I could never hold down a job if I took 3 it means 3 years to finish everything I assume and I could work or I could wait to just work as a game designer or waiter after I finish that school, I would need to land an intern position or something, as a game designer.

Not sure if I will still be a single man at the time or not, once I’ve lost the weight maybe I get luck with girls on Apps, but regardless of if a girl knew I had rent paid of over 3 grand a month plus my big allowance she would know I don’t need to work. I am 30 and going to be 31 next year, so in reality I could date a woman with a kid. But I also have biased against bigger girls, and I know that bias does exist for me as a man so the Semaglutide should make me go down to 140 or 150 eventually.

I wonder sometimes if I talked to my future boss at a game design company, I looked up on Chat GPT “Should I tell my boss about my blog” and some companies have policies of certain things, and I would like to say if I did tell him if it was okay hopefully I would be taken with a girl by then, because I wouldn’t be able to engage with escorts anymore more than likely. And if my boss liked my sense of humor and music, he would let me keep my blog as is and let me work as an intern, and if not then I either give up the blog, and work, its just an outlet for me to express myself. I may have said things in the past that could have gotten me in trouble, but I think it depends on what kind of boss you get out of life.

And some understand mental health and me taking medication is something they may require of me, otherwise they consider that like I was not sober. Excited for when next year I can eat outside meals once in a while with my home cooked ones and experiment with weight gain and weight loss, and maybe a joint every now and then but maybe not daily. The delivery services for weed suck in Florida, Cookies is the only one that delivers 48 to 72 hours, Trulieve has a horrendous schedule where they want you to stay home all day. Just open up 1 medical weed store that delivers only and in 30 minutes. Los Angeles probably has that. Miami might. And Miami has tons of hookers, tons. Or Escorts cough cough.

Maybe I see multiple benefits to web design blogging, like “Making you smile” “Making an adult or kid happy.” “The world is full of so many crimes and problems, why can’t I contribute to the positive side of things and do that till old age or for a long run at least and leave my work up and running for all eternity, it is unheard of.” Cops always say make a good difference, and I try to do that. But remember I am human and such.

May do Trulieve deliveries in future but I wouldn’t be able to work out that day, because I can’t pick the day, and basically I would be high as hell.

 

Chat GPT said this about johns

Is it hard for johns who see escorts to stop doing that? And for what reason

 

It can indeed be challenging for “johns” (men who pay for sex with escorts) to stop engaging in such behavior, and there are a few key reasons for this:

 

  1. Psychological or Emotional Fulfillment: Many men who see escorts may seek more than just physical satisfaction. They might be looking for emotional intimacy, companionship, or an escape from their personal struggles. Some may feel that they can express certain desires or vulnerabilities in these interactions that they cannot in their personal relationships, making it hard to give up that sense of fulfillment.

 

  1. Addiction to the Experience: Paying for sex can lead to a behavioral addiction, where the thrill of the experience creates a psychological dependency. Like other forms of addiction, the behavior can become compulsive, especially if it’s linked to pleasure or excitement.

 

  1. Accessibility and Convenience: In modern times, it has become easier to access escort services through online platforms, which can make it harder for individuals to stop. The anonymity and ease of finding such services can reduce the barriers to stopping.

 

  1. Escaping Personal Problems: Some men use these interactions as a way to escape emotional stress, personal problems, or dissatisfaction in their lives. As a coping mechanism, it can be difficult to stop when the behavior provides temporary relief.

 

  1. Stigma and Isolation: Some men may feel isolated by the stigma of paying for sex, which can make them reluctant to seek help or open up about their behavior. This isolation can trap them in a cycle of continued engagement without any external support to help them stop.

 

Overcoming this behavior often requires self-awareness, addressing the underlying psychological or emotional drivers, and sometimes professional help, especially if addiction or emotional reliance is involved.

BEFORE you scroll down to see the migrant videos of them doing ILLEGAL stuff like Robbing in New York since so many came to our Country! Remember not all of them do that, and remember also that if prostitution and escorting were legal or even decriminalized, tons of them could do that and feed their families. The risk of STD is the least of the concern. And if you support abortion like me, then I want you to support decriminalizing it when its on the ballot.

 

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