Sometimes I wish I was in my 40s already & Do Cops communicate in our ears without us knowing

Sometimes I wish I could be in my 40s, I mean I am at 30, my mother is around the 60s and the stepfather is younger than her. By the time I am in my 40s early 40s, if no relationship has occurred then I have accepted my fate as a lonely guy. My mother would be in her mid-70s, close to 80 and I would need to start ordering things more myself etc. Cook in the air fryer like most of the time for lunch and dinner unless it’s a frying pan for breakfast eggs and gluten free bread toasted in the oven.

The goal is to keep losing this weight over 30 pounds so far, once I am at 150 if I can’t land girls on the apps, I will try to go out and meet people and dreadfully work in the service industry. (I once spent like a week swiping on profiles to match up with anyone and no one would barely talk to me.) I’m lucky my girlfriend loves me.

I wonder if my nieces or soon to be nieces if my brother marries his girlfriend Jessica read my work, one is 13 or something the other is 18+ and I never met the 18+ one she works all the time. I also have a nephew who if they get married is my nephew and he is like 10 or younger I forget. I wonder if I will ever meet or talk to them in the future or if I won’t. I don’t spend a lot of time with them unless they visit, they live a little far away.

Do Cops communicate in our ears without us knowing

Why do I feel like cops’ care about us and have implanted talking devices in our ears, is that even possible? Or why do I picture that I have conversations with people at times, from day to day. Why do I feel like the government watches people in general? There is some truth to this as well.

I also picture fan kids and say things out loud picturing that they love what I do and tell their parents how cool it is. So, I have a responsibility on one end to be more careful from what my past contained.

My girlfriend is like Vados and I am Chompa, I chomp on her, I love her. I like all parts of her body including feet and all that leave it to your imagination! Raw boy.

I wish sometimes I was Peter Quinn on the show hunting down terrorist and bad people but its not my job, let me just post. (I won’t ever be recruited for that don’t worry guys)

 

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