The Spies when I was high what I said to a hidden camera & in a car an incident.

The Spies when I was high what I said to a hidden camera & in a car an incident.

Meth ruined my brain guys, it is a drug you want to avoid, so avoid threesomes unless it’s you and your girlfriend inviting over her friend who is totally clean. When I did meth, I felt like I was talking to spies, and I was communicating with my cable box, before in my old house when I lived with my parents. And I would light up the meth pipe while hiding it from them and take trazadone at night to sleep usually.

I would talk to them about all sorts of nonsense and personal stuff, and I saw the cable box light up and turn off, and I got paranoid, and one day a helicopter flew over my house for like 10 minutes, and it left.

I had to have an operation on my thigh when I had a boil there and I would carry the drugs on me at all times in a red bag, and I was addicted.

I once did something really stupid as well, and you may think I am bullshitting you about the spies watching me, but I yelled really loud in my other car, and I acted like I was going to die on the road, and I get a call from my lawyers office to put me in a facility, for 4 months in Arizona, I got off all meds as well, it was called ATMC, they put you in a sauna every day to sweat you off. Secret here REVEALED! I even told one of the guys working there “Were you spying on me!” and he said “no” and to this day I know he was a cop who works at a rehab I don’t believe him.

So, I feel like when I drive and talk to myself, they are laughing while listening to me, and they probably read my blog, so hey I don’t hate spies or police, they don’t interfere in my life because I live a good life. But again, is it a delusion to think I’ve heard rational voices or is that tinnitus and schizophrenia.

The day I give up this website is if a CEO of a company said, “Look Gabe this is too much to share, maybe shut it down.” And I would shut it down to keep my job, but I doubt I would get fired for current work or blacklisted. But there should be no reason for that it is fine what I post.

I could have gone back to the restaurant to ask why I didn’t get the bus boy position but again, I may not have wanted to be a poor peasant working for 5 dollars an hour when I could land first time server at other restaurants.

But on medication I have stayed out of Rehab from 2017 till 2024, and the only reason I went to one recently is for refusing to go back on it since they all encouraged me to GET OFF IT! What is the point, maybe I should try that injection of antipsychotic once a month, I think I should look into that. And I did Have lost over 30 pounds on the injection once a week but I do work out from time to time. Eat healthy.

But even the police know I have no record of ever trying to go buy a gun, and I even got scared of dealers in that world when they talked about running guns back in the days when I spoke to dealers to feed my addiction to meth.

My mom is working on a way to use ETRADE and T Bills as well I have the T Bills one set up to save money.

If I save like 30 grand a year or more, I could reach safe amounts for the day I lose one of my parents. Always good to save money.

Eating At Sketchy Restaurants for 24 hours (south Florida)