Taylor Swift I like her but here are some thoughts & After Why Hangry a decent restaurant rejected me, CEO of Chic-fil-a all over again, Howard Stern in this mofo.

(This is not slander, just my honest opinion on how conservatives coward from telling the truth. Maybe I would have removed my website had they told me it was that.)

Other thoughts: before I go shady on something Howard Stern on something.

Also, if Anitta thought I should give up the website to get prescribed Adderall I would be so sad but may have to. I would be struggling all day with those thoughts; I promised thoughts of fantasy would stay under there and not be under delusion. Lol make a category called “Delusional Conspiracies” would be funny, I wonder if I should ask her if I could get away with that.

It is possible some waitresses and waiters like me, and some despise me and some hang out after work and talk about my website. And one waitress says something dumb like “He is hot, I would have his baby, but he has the wrong attitude, or why is he an atheist.” And they would just reject a good guy like me, it is the truth.

The Mods at Jagex after reading this gonna be like Take away his computer, lmao. Can I live? That Jay-Z line. No Mod Ian stuff I promise lmao. I love Microsoft and other game companies and Jagex, one has got to hire me one day. But I would have to say goodbye to all my fans and let you download all my content before I disappear for work, or maybe find a different job. I want a friendly CEO who understand something basic. “Look Gabe is just having fun on a computer, that is all it is, he talks about mental health and other fun topics.” Nothing more to it, and I wouldn’t care if they made fun of me or wanted to send me song requests or stories or both, I am a team player.

 

Taylor Swift I like her but here are some thoughts & After Why Hangry a decent restaurant rejected me, CEO of Chic-fil-a all over again, Howard Stern in this mofo.

I was looking at this Taylor swift post saying she brings in 330 million, some lies going on here.

The problem with Taylor swift is some of her fans defend her too much. I don’t want all my fans to defend me too much either for my past mistakes etc.

I want people to understand you can’t say things like “oh Taylor swift makes millions Gabe is jealous.” The truth is I’m not jealous of how hard she has to work. I am not jealous of how many guys she may hate who hit on her. I am also nowhere near as famous as her.

I will forgive my fans if they like her. Some of her music is good. But I have always enjoyed drake, Eminem, jay-z, Rihanna, Ricky martin, and more. They have more talent in their lyrics. I think it’s dangerous for conservatives to use Taylor swift to promote messages that are mean toward people like me and people like you. I feel like it is a delusion to say Taylor swift brings in 330 million there is no proof of that.

In my serious opinion (this could be fantasy writing) but she probably wants her privacy a lot, so I won’t harp on her. She is a nice person, I like her. So please don’t hate me the way my sponsor did. May the universe and the big bang bless you all.

Thoughts on how my website has affected my job search. I only tried one place, but I may give up for now. My mental health and posting are more important, I would only give up posting if Jagex or Microsoft wanted me to, but they are probably respectable enough to let you know why you didn’t get the job. This restaurant I am about to explain did not even respond back to me with why. But I do know why, I will get into it, you discuss with your family who is in the right or wrong.

Even if I spoke to someone important. I would want them to know a lot about me one day. Maybe I am wrong in my way of thinking. I feel like if I just gave up posting I would have so many adults and kids mad at me, but they would have to forgive me for needing more free time.

It’s not that I don’t have free time. I am stubborn as hell. I know I can be better at other things. Maybe medication saves me in a way. I feel like I need the stimulant for classes coming up.

The only tough part I had to accept is I’m always going to be wrong with no matter what I say. Well, it would depend on the person I interact with. Because I know I have low self-esteem from being abused and from the many men I let take advantage of me in my past. I am very asexual now, and I just want to be a better role model to the youth. I hope I can be forgiven if I post some of my old stuff even though it’s not as good as the new stuff.

I also realize being an atheist is hard because I need likeminded people one day. I like fantasy more than reality sometimes and I’m not sure if I’m ready for kids unless the right girl comes along. I feel like school may be better than dog parks but may try it in the future. I am picky, I hate myself.

Also, maybe the owners of that hangry restaurant are a little anti-gay like the CEO of chic fil a. If they felt the need to tell me that they didn’t want to hire me, they should have told me to my face that I was a menace because of the internet. They probably think I’ll never be able to be a professional who can work and have a website.

I wonder sometimes “am I in the wrong? For trying to help kids and adults who are depressed, who like what I say and want to listen to the music I share?” Maybe the owners of that company couldn’t see past my mistakes. Some cops probably consider me a cop because of how annoying my lyrics were and how much trouble some listeners could get into.

So as much as I love the hangry bison maybe it is meant to be for the bigots. I’ll just order bison and venison from wild fork. There was a heavy-set girl I kind of thought was cute who made a smiley face on my receipt. I loved it. And maybe she liked me, but I am bad at talking to women or wasn’t ready. It really depends on the women. She would have to be my type in many ways. Hopefully I don’t get her in trouble she is a wonderful waitress.

So, forget that restaurant. Only stubborn people or cowards would eat there in my opinion. (Why does the manager not respond to my resume. Why am I judged so harshly.) I lost all motivation to even look for a job. But look I don’t want to slander them either, I will give some credit they got great burgers, but not worth going back to. The hatred they have toward me, and my website is probably a serious thing.

I have to pray to my universe as an atheist for answers and when I make a resume for either a workplace or a game design company, I make sure I get a response back on why I didn’t get hired. I would give up the website if I really wanted the job. Unfortunately, that is what my life has come to. And this may be a public diary to explain I am not perfect.

But I don’t need a restaurant job any time soon in the near future. I just want to be a professional for a game design company. I would also get highly offended if a woman I was dating got mad at my work. They would need to convince me that I am wrong. I guess I like creating fans and friends and enemies alike, the same way Drake, Eminem, The Weeknd did also.

So many people hate their messages in their music and so many stubborn businesses that are probably going out of business are also not going to hire people like them.

Rant over it was fun. I went a little shady. Conclusions eat at the hangry bison and be friendly if you want or if you want to boycott just stay at home because they are not worth our time. They don’t believe in love and second chances. They believe in harsh punishment, I guess lmao. Wild Fork is better, just order Bison and Venison from there and cook the burgers or pasta at home. (I think I have become more family friendly.)

Okay next tab you look out for in the future if I get permission to also get my Adderall for my studies hopefully would be Delusional Conspiracies, it is all fiction and for fun. I would do that one so H.A.M. Jay-Z gonna get sued by all the concerned parents who want me to quit and be conservative or who want me to turn my website into Christianity 24/7. I just hope I brought smiles and happiness on some peoples faces, and maybe got under the right conservatives’ skin, so they could realize how badly they hurt me and my family.

Maybe one day I will explain why school is more important than going to Hollywood and doing Standup, which I have so many raunchy funny jokes, its not even funny.

Gentleman Elegant Deep House Mix 2024 I have always been a Gentlemen and a Weirdo, and I do not think Weirdos should always get a pass for how they talk or behave, but weird people have feelings to, maybe you like me so much, you don’t think I am weird.

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