My apology to Jagex and my school stuff

God bless or may the universe bless all beings everywhere is what the Yoga taught me in Rehab lol.

As some of you may or may not know, I need 2 classes at my community college done and a civic literacy test, pain in my butt, I do plan on working on the game design for summer and work a job hopefully, while maybe doing the civic literacy on the side testing to see how hard it is. And doing the math class which is hard requiring memorizing so many formulas may need to get a stimulant like Adderall prescribed to me.

Plus my therapist is working on talking with someone at the school to let me get registered back into school because the school was mad at me, I said the schools name which is fine but I said, this one campus is burning in hell lol I was just kidding, not being serious I may have to sign a “gun thing” where I can’t own a gun with the police in Mark O’ Maras office but I don’t mind. He is my lawyer that saved me from the meth trafficking and possession charge.

The doctor told me I can’t speak delusions on the website, which now I understand, like females or rehabs stealing my sperm etc. Thinking I have more value than another not entirely true, it is ridiculous for me to have said those things on my older website especially. But I do have a fantasy tab in case I get into details of the after life because that is fictional and fantasy writing and you can choose to interpret my words how you want, it is only a delusion if I was so convinced of it, or felt the need to tell you all the other religions in the world were a lie and that I had found the answer.

So anyways, not sure what will happen yet if I get the addy or not to assist may just need to get the formulas because of the memory loss from the other pills. I take Saphris 5mg at night makes me sleep like 8 hours, and I take a kolodopin at 6pm or nightish later, 0.5mg Instant release I think, and it leaves my body by the morning, and drink my coffees in the morning. The lung infection and other viruses I have is what my therapist told me is why I feel drained sometimes of energy.

My apology to Jagex in advance. I love that gaming company, I think they are some of the best innovators in the gaming field. It would be a dream come true to work for them one day, but not sure just yet which companies take the non experience game designers could be located near me in Orlando or could be located in Los Angeles and elsewhere. I do plan working full time once done with the main school UCF, but I haven’t finished but like I said I am so close, rehab setback brought me back. And the UCF classes of Digital media are actually not so bad, they are fun and pretty easy you just need either someone to guide you or a tutorial to guide you or a little bit of both.

I may just take all those classes online like 3 at a time (and finish that college in 3 years) and I am 29, and I need to make my public representation better, I hope my conscience kicks in so I don’t make so many mistakes and make great content so if Jagex is watching and if they know about me, and I get the feeling they might, I hope they love me and make fun of me sometimes, maybe I have fans at other places, however few would ever say “oh I know you.”

I got a great video game with the bipolar planet runescape style with player killing (only runescape players can explain this.) And other quest concepts which is like edgy content I wrote, I shared it a long time ago but kept it a secret from now on. If a game like that existed it would destroy every MMO out there, like 90 million or more people would be playing this game, I don’t know if I ever will achieve this goal, if I graduate at 33 or 34 years of age, I got time to work in the industry and should work in general till my 60s or 70s even, no more smoking and drinking should be fine.

I need to look for hope and not let my mistakes and my past haunt me.

Love to you Mod Archie and Mod Ash and the other Mods who made Oldschool which is 10 times better then Runescape 3 lol.

The Drake mixes (this one from homepage enjoy again I have played it a lot)

Kanye/Ye but he’s extra chill Lofi Chill AF mix

Travis Scott but he’s CHILLAF for an hour Lofi Mix CHILLAF

Lmao this mix pic is hilarious this little wigga high as fuck playing the piano lmao lmao (drake lofi mix some specific songs)