I post to cure peoples mental illness or depression or if they are bored give them something funny to read or inspiring and with trappin mixes and stoner mixes even though I don’t smoke weed like my bro bro lol I love him (he smokes weed, takes Adderall, takes anti depressants and other stuff, bro, but he is no longer famous like me, a lot of you remember how he looked like and he is a really good cool dude he works at our dads company, but he makes bank and I am proud of him, when I was a stoner I just wanted to do nothing and I thought voices were talking to me or about me.)

Let me tell you about a guy who attacked me at the rehab. Michael won’t say his last name. He grabbed me by the shirt out of nowhere and threw me against the chair. My ribs were hurting, but anyways Alyssa the tall 6’4 therapist got on him and held him down and he was pissed, and he tried hurting her and other staff members.

Some John will books type shit lmao I am getting attacked out of nowhere and I never bothered this guy nor did he give me a warning if I was insulting him because later on after they baker acted his ass he came back and his apology was so weak but I forgave lol. He said something like “oh man I was trying to get out of this place.” (but yeah I forgave even though I am like “bro what did I ever do to you.)

And he says “dude I’ll punch you or dude I’ll shoot you.” To anybody that says God d** or holy s*** lmao it was funny as hell. And he even told me in private “yeah I think south park can get away with God d*mmit but only because their funny.” And I personally hate South Park. A few good episodes etc. but a lot of it is hatred. Seriously he either needs jail for a month or longer because he was so violent, and I kid you not I want what’s best for him, if your going to threaten people and get violent you need a scare into you with guys bigger then you, or guys your own size he is like 6 foot I am like 5’8 not sure if I could take him on. He also struggled with Heroin addiction, and I was in there literally for saying stupid things on the internet, so I thought it was funny, but I care about him and I hope he gets help, I got help also with my meds and people who care about me. I did something nice for him and gave him all the songs my brother from Germany bought for me, for my Sandisk mp3 player, like all of the Jay-Z, Eminem, The Weeknd, and Rihanna, and I had others but I only wanted to give him those, damn my ribs still hurt lmao.

I prefer family guy and dragon ball super with family values and comedy punchlines and American Dad even cleaner comedy then family guy but same creators etc.

And I believe in make believe like that weeknd song (I need something to make me believe in make believe) like the Simpsons and Bob’s burgers could be real families on other planets lol I’m so silly that’s my delusional disorder of my bipolar and Schizophrenia, I mean why do I wish I could make families and friends with people, I am going to take one application at a time per restaurant and if I give up eventually I will take my black lab who listens to me to dog parks to meet a girl I can love, maybe love isn’t for me, don’t tell anyone about what I said I did in the past lol. I am ashamed like Drake, but Drake has paid for girls before it’s not fair that I get shit for it, but I do want a relationship of love in reality, I mean guys get lonely. A lot of parents do that for their sons, since many women are cruel or maybe I am just bad at asking them out lol.

I got more rehab stuff and other stories and topics in future, going to try not to post to much text at once, enjoy the insane amount of videos I am sharing.

And usually, the signs of some mental health would be like a person saying, “Man you know that’s bullshit!” notice the exclamation point, yelling.

Now you could be like in a soft tone “Nah man that is bullshit.” In a friendly way it is more acceptable.

Saint Pablo Kanye West

Drake Virginia Beach

Trappin in paradise 105

Cowboy Bebop Lofi hip hop Jazzhop Mix (never seen the show maybe one day I do but a cool dude in rehab showed me mixes of it)

Dragon Ball Super Lofi Mix

Nimpize Adventures ZFG and other Ocarina of time Mods (this game I grew up on that my cousin Jonathna loved, he passed away due to suicide with pills on purpose.) I loved the original so much I have never played the hacks, but I respect how much effort people put into the hacks of these, ZFG has a playlist tab on his youtube chanel where you can find the moded maps, Totally new like playing Ocarina of Time 2, it is so crazy cool what these game design hackers can accomplish.

I also love Toontown Rewritten more then the original toontown I grew up on, and I don’t play Runescape anymore but here you go some ZFG

Nimpize Adventure OOT mod by ZFG is like almost 7 hours long and it is part 1 of a few parts.

Drake and The Weeknd but they are CHILLAF

The Weekdnd but he’s chill af for an hour Lofi

Bojack chill af

Love Sick Bootleg boy