Dark Twisted Fantasy

Verse 1:

I felt like I was brainwashed in a way

Something I laugh when Eminem says

You can’t stop with these pills and all your fans are laughing at you

But Em what if you need these pills and these voices are taunting you

Eminem is a great rapper, but he does not understand mental illness all the way

And sometimes I feel like I can’t get things right away.

I struggle with some depression and some bipolar thoughts.

I slay these competitive rappers like they are moths.

I gotta say I love all my niggas

We hate racist niggas

But damn I slay these niggas like drake and I will always tell my brother Wesley my nigga

Forgive me I love Jigga Jay-Z Hov

I love being a little kid and respecting the throne and the robe

And maybe I should fly out one day for a dream

Or maybe I stay happy in the scheme of things with a game design team

I got so much school left, but not discouraged

I could make music and go to dog parks encouraged

(Flirt a little be a little shady later into the relationship) x2

(or smash another escort, because basically I resist the positive flip) x2

Chorus:

I dream of better days

I wish I had eminem swag sometimes

But I realize he is a master at his craft

I realize Drake is just a show off for the girls, so I copy his craft

I take the xan or the koldopin like him but I don’t dose off

I wish I could have a beautiful women each day or one who stayed by me all the time

But remember I am not Weezy so I am not like them slime

And I respect my friends the most, because I do the most with this toast

I could drink some champagne and break the bottle

Quit alcohol the next day and don’t need a Marlboro

Quit tobacco so fast, it gave me a lung infection nearly killing my ass

But if I rap like shady and go slow, does that mean I will last

Verse 2:

Fix me in the morning I am nodding off from a benzo

It is the hangover, but no alcohol

Steve relax my sponsor of AA, it is all solved

I need a tablet that can dissolve

My mother wants me to go to dog parks and evolve

Maybe take my black lab in one day and try and see how it goes

Or maybe, nah let me just switch up the flow

I used to talk conspiracies you know, the type that didn’t make sense like Kanye on  Glow

The type that made me seem like I wasn’t ready to grow

Am I scared of commitment or a wife and kids?

Did I sleep with many guys in my past because I was one of the abused kids?

(Should I give up porn? I have tried and failed, damn my spirit is torn) x2

Chorus

 

Verse 3:

I live in the darkest fantasy of them all

A young man at 5’8 not so tall

I had to grow up and learn how to dance

I watched the human Cinderella movie in rehab and I loved how they danced

It was romantic as hell

I don’t know if a dog park holds my princess of hell

But I love the princess of hell because I am a demon

I love toontown so much call me Jessie Schell

I love a girl who loves my semen, but these rappers can’t compare they are a shell

I pray no longer for souls I just post and share what my world is about

And if the soul can’t be saved then maybe they chose to live with doubt

(Agnostic and atheist now so sticking to my guns) x2

(Mark O’ Mara making me sign this contract not to own guns) x2

Here another video (Hip hop R & B mix)